oh goody..finally got my hands on the com.=D *grinz
thou i'm SUPER tired but i jus haf the urge to hehehehe...u noe.. TYPE! pls dun think dirty althou i tend to be open but i'm still the pure-est,innocent virgin hahaa.
ok..today it's fun,this whole wk i'll be helping out at tampines doing volunteering for this XmaS!! it's actually a volunteers' fair.heard tat it's da BiGGEST um fair/dunno what shit...well the BIGGEST!! =) isnt tat all it matters?ha!
well..it's fun cos i make a few frens here n there.it's like we jus met n we behave as thou we are long lost frenzs? hahahaa...btw i so HATE being a motivator.ughh cos it suck big time.
we're asked to approach ppl with a frigging fAKE smile plastered on our silly faces,asking if they wud like to volunteer n blahh..well at first, i was really enthu n i mean REALLY.but after a few hrs(2hrs maybe?)i felt like the world's biggest LOSER...
sigh...it's really frustrating when the ppl u approach kept saying :
" sorry,i'm rushing for time."(* most said sentence)(yeah rite..guess u r rushing AWAY frm me..ass)dotz..
" oh it sounds gd but sorry i've no time"(Wat the hell)
" no"(damn impolite!!!)
" sorry i'm a volunteer myself,thanks"( so u shud noe how i feel)-ugh-
" sorry we're getting married next yr so..." (yea...gr8!)
" sorry,i'm really sorry but i cant join" (god knows why he/she CANTTT)
yeah so these are the top 6 words frm the public at tampines today. bravoo./.
it's jus so hard to approach ppl n get rejected.haiz..
i was thinking if only i look better,my size is smaller,figure is perfect.i think i will at least haf their attention.neednt be FULL attention,tat wud be scary but AT LEAST haf their sodding attention.
ok..other den this,i think today is GR8!!! =) i woke up..brush teeth.do my daily stuff which u dun hafta noe what.went to meet jiaqi n he was frigging late!!!n guess what's the worst thing?!!! i was damn early..ughh..so i decided to walk n den in the end..i was the late one.ironic isnt it?
we studied at hci n uh,..went to eat at cck.u noe what? whenever i haf my lunch wif jiaqi,i ALWAYS cant finish my food.n i ALWAYS suffer frm the loss of appetite.i jus cant look at him while i'm eating cos i dunoo..he has this LOOK which says: look at me n u will never finish ur meal!!! uh sounds wrng/.aiyah watever..it's like 1am now!how am i supposed to think properly.sigh..
ok,so after studying,i went straight to tampines to do volunteering n tat's for today.
i SERIOUSLY hope i wont get to be the motivator!! =)
cheers
jann
JaNn has just been diagnosed with Uttzophrenia' at 12/21/2005 12:38:00 AM
